Tomorrow is payday which is my main catalyst for the deferred start date. I have the Insanity DVDs at home already, but that requires I work out at home. Unless I get a portable DVD player. However where would I work out if not at home. I think what I really want is my exercise time to be mine. I don't want it to cut into my Family time. When I worked out in the mornings, when I came home after the gym I guess I wanted a little more me time to get ready before the kids woke up. My boyfriend wanted us time and felt I was being selfish to not want the same as him. Part of what drove me stop working out was my frustration with the feeling that if I could muster up enough energy to for my gym me time then I was automatically required and assumed to have enough energy for us time too. And I didn't. There were days that I only had the energy for the gym and barely that. So I sacrificed going because I couldn't promise the continued energy for us time every day that I worked out. Nor did I feel like it was a fair assumption. So now moving forward when do I carve out time for this exercise? A time that is mine.
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